Wednesday, November 4, 2009

What Do I Wish to Experience?

one my "many faces"

Up until today's Wishcasting Wednesday, I could read Jamie's prompt and immediately know what my wish would be.
But today....ahhh....today's wish is more difficult for me.

There are SO many things I'd like to experience--actual experiences I'd like to enjoy, but also feelings and states of being!
A few that slammed my thoughts this morning...
abundance/prosperity---I'd love to be able to experience the blessing of being able to pay my bills regularly!
success---not only financial success or success as an artist, but I wish to experience success as a parent and as a human being.
true peace---The world has become so very busy; I know I'm not the only one who feels like she can't keep up! And of course, if I experienced prosperity, I'd be able to experience more peace!
studio space---One of my most fervent wishes is to have enough space of my own in which to create. Yes, I have a room upstairs.....far too small, but a room of my own.....but it is upstairs, and I often cannot climb the stairs. The kitchen table works for me, up to a point, but I often can't find my supplies and have to interrupt my creative process to find the table for my family's meals. I know that if I'm creating regularly, and feel the freedom to do so, my body will feel better. So yes, I wish to experience the luxury of enough space of my own.

But the thing that I think I wish most to experience, the thing that weighs most heavily on me, and the very thing that I believe the above blessings hinge upon---

a return to health and strength

Without health and strength, I have difficulty obtaining the other blessings that I aspire to.
Some kind of Catch 22, ain't it?!
I need the health to obtain the other experiences I wish for, but those things I wish for would help me to obtain the health and strength! Just one of the many paradoxes of lupus.....

Either way, today I wish to experience a return to health and strength.



24 comments:

KathrynAntyr said...

As the sweet moon mama wishes, so I wish for her also.

I'm sending you one gigantic healing hug!

Tabitha@ichoosebliss said...

As moon mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Lis said...

As moon mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

And what a good time to remember to take care of ourselves, so that we may better serve our world.

Sarah said...

As moon mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

First of all to better health hon!! I agree!! I wish for all of these things for you hon!! The financial thing..I so understand that!! May all of these wonderful things come to you!
Namaste, Sarah

Sadie said...

As Moon Mama wishes for herself, I wish for her also.

I also am sending healing energies as I know only too well how health can affect the rest of our lives. I live with chronic sciatica. Some days it takes all I have to concentrate on things other than the pain.

here's wishing for you health and happiness

Sulwyn said...

As Moon Mama wishes, so I wish for her also.

Lissa said...

Healing vibes from me to you
and everything else on your list
to experience too!

As moon mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Anna said...

As Moon Mama Wishes for herself I wish for her also and yes we are both on the same track. I do not have a clue why it's been this way for a few years now and no answers or at least not enough working towards an answer I guess?

Christa said...

As moon mama wishes for herself, I also wish for her.
Wishing you abundant health and strength! It shall be yours!

Lawendula said...

Good wishes! Yes please, health and strength to all of us and of course in large amounts to you, dear Jennifer! :)

Karen D said...

May strength and good health be yours. As Moon Mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also. May it be so!

Linnea said...

As Moon Mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Sending blessings for healing your way.

differenceayearmakes said...

As moon mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Dreamwriter said...

As Moon Mama wishes for herself, I wish for her also.

Pamela said...

As moon mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also. Thoughts of health and healing vibes are being sent out your way.

X0X0
Pamela

semihippysinglemum said...

As Moon Mama wishes for herself, I also wish for her.

Sheila said...

Ohhhhhhh, DO be WELL! Health, wealth, prosperity and success - like writing a Christmas card. xoxoxo

As Jennifer, moon mama, wishes for her self, so I wish for her as well.

Jamie Ridler said...

As Moon Mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

May you health and strength grow every. May they form a strong foundation for all of your dreams.

Sara (aka Cyberdelia) said...

As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also! Here's to complete health & wellness & lots of experiences! :)

Sarah Lulu said...

As Moon Mama wishes for herself, I lovingly wish this for her also.

Many blessings and good health to you.

Tisha said...

wishing for you as much health and joy as you can experience! and then all that other good stuff too!!!

Beverley Baird said...

As moon mama wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.
I can so relate to your wishes!

michellechant said...

as moon mama wishes for herself, so i wish for her also

pixiemama said...

As Moon Mama wishes, I wish for her as well.